Time

It's been a month by now.  How do people spend their time with absolutely nothing to do??  How do we find something to do?? 'RTM' ie. rehat, tidur, makan.. that's bout all i did this whole month.. :( An idle mind is the devil's workshop.. this is really true.. at least, it has been proven true by this whole month i spent without doing anything.. depressing, isn't it?? going astray from our walk with God, not feeling right, losing interest in things and people, wondering around aimlessly, becoming moody and worse, turning into a complete jerk.... that's where an idle mind leads to.. time can't go back, sadly.. but what's done's done. just have to take it all in and look forward to what lies ahead.. sadly, after this long break, i dont know why, but i have a sense of regret in me.. wanting to do something and actually setting out to do it... they're both very different, at least by millions of miles... why is the human flesh so weak?? how can we learn to utilise fully the ability of our body, mind, soul and spirit?? it's time to learn.. tick tock..tick tock..tick tock.. time's running... i guess runing along with it is the only solution...
going to leave for college soon.. Kolej Teknologi Timur in sepang.. just have to pray for the best=D time to gather these lazy bones and get back on track, studying and giving my best to my Lord!! 'Our Utmost for the Highest' it's a motivating and meaningful motto.. and i guess that'll be my motto in life=D

so so so hard!!!

Last sunday, went to kl confucious independant school... just 2 take da japanese scholarship exam!! i was so reluctant to go, but no idea why my dad still insisted on me going.. knowing i wouldn't know how 2 do da questions, i was quite frustrated!!!! argh......... anyway, after reaching there at approximately 7.30, gotta wait 4 registration at 8... it was only during briefing that i found out --out of so  many who came 4 da test--bout 500, they were choosing only 30, for interview!!!! wow!!! so hebat la, those who get this scholarship...
da test started at 9, and ended at 2.45 for me, lucky, no need 2 sit 4 japanese paper..=D bio paper was ok, chem was very bad!! all a level stuff.. haiz.. no idea how 2 do, but since it's objective questions, can 'tembak'.. hehe..=D after break was english paper, which was ok; followed by maths paper, a killer!!! i couldn't do even 1 question!!! haiz..... so poor, my maths... haiz... so all in all, this test was a disaster.!!!=(
coming back and thinking bout da reason why my dad wanted me 2 go, i suppose it's because... he wants me to start studying already!! hehe.. i too think it's time to start... or else it'll b too late then.. gotta go do maths now..!!!